Once your broken you're never fixed. You might adapt, you might cover it, but once something breaks, even when you try to fix it with tape and blue, there is always marks... And those stay forever...

 A smile might trick someone, but a look never will.

 A laught might fool a tear, but tears will always fall.

 So find someone that you dont have to fake a smile or laught, because they'll make smile and laught themselfs! Find someone that won't try to cover the scars, but heal them... Find someone worth the try!!!

FOR THE BASTARDS

 Sometimes peopel say their depressed, sad, miserabel, that no one loves them,... Most of those peopel are just looking for atention, i see no scars, internel or externel, i see no pain, no sadness! This is a mensage for those peopel:

 Find a freaking life, you bastards, there is peopel that are actually sufring and you're just mocking them. So find a bit of decency in youself and stop with this bullshit, I don't care what you do in your free time, but in the moment you mock damaged peopel... THE SHIT JUST GOT SERIOUS!!!

 You walk alone beacause no one wants to walk with you.
 You seat alone because  no one wants to seat with you.
 You eat alone because no one wants to eat with you.
 You try alone because no one wants to try with you.
 You fall alone because there is no one to catch you.
 You cry alone beacause there is no one to help you....




 If you want to do something, don't depend on others, do it by yourself, because in a few years, you'll look back to the times you walked, seated, eated, tryed, falled and cryed alone, and you'll be proud of  yourself for never backing of, and thanks to that, you have became stronger, wiser, you've became the person you'll be tomorow.

BURN THAT BITCH

 Peopel lie, it's in their nature, they tell you that you're pretty, that you sing like an angel, that you draw like a pro, that you're talented, and that you're smart and funny. They tell you they love you, they tell you that they care,... But like I sayed peopel lie, and when you're aware of that, your heart turns dark, evil, full of rage and recentment. They were your friends, familly,... How could they? How could they do that to you?
 These peopel deserve revenge, they deserve to burn in hell,... Find a way to make them pay, phisically, emotianlly, socially, economecly... They deserve it, and if no one helps you, you'll find the streght to do it yourself!!!

Love

 They mock peopel because tey don't believe in love, they mock peopel because they are hopeless romanics, they mock peopel when they have their hearts broken,... They will mock you either you believe in love or not!
 Love is overrated, you might fall in or out of love, you might break someones heart or be the one with it, love might be simpel or compicated as hell, you might just want a quick fuck but what about the person you fucked??
 Love is underrated, you might have the time of your life, you might know the father of your children, you might get a few pefect memories, you might find true love.
 Love can suck or amaze you.
If you believe in love than go find it, if yo don't be glad beacause you won't ever sufer of a heart break. Don't mock peopel because of love, because sometimes, this peopel are way luckyer than you.

Books

Peopel say that books are just fantasies, that their boring, eavy, useless. If you notice well, thats what peopel say about teensagers too. But what they don't say is that books are a way of ascaiping your thoughts, get out of earth for a seconde and imagine a milion lives. Lives worth living.

Books provide intelegence, an ascape, a memnt of peace, a space where your not alone,...

Books are the best therapie, because some of there is characters you can relate, or to reste to other peopel.

Books are friends that don't talk.

And if you don't like them, it's because you haven't found the right one.

Just like teens...

No matter what...

As we get older a lot of shit changes, but there will allways be that person that will anoy the crap out of you just by saying "Everything will be okay, i promise!", yes! Frienndless or not, there will allways be someone like that in your life. They don't know how your feeling, they act like they do but they don't, and making promises that you cann't keep is the worse thing you can do to someone, because that's what erveryone does.

Peope like that act like angels, like they'll never live you, but its an act, this peopel stay longer than the ones that don't know how you feel, that's true, but they stay because they feel forced to help, because they want to e concidered angels, but most of all they stay for piety. Everything becames about them. Your feeings do't matter, because they just want to act nice.

Don't trust this peopel, because they wil live, no matter what.

There was once a little girl...

There was once a littel girl
She laught and sang everyday
She took A's and she was happy
And her parents loved her very much

There was once a littel girl
She laught and draw everyday
She took B's and she was happy
Ad her parents were very proud of her

There was once a littel girl
She smiled and she was mocked everyday
She took C's and she was normal
And her parents asked her to try harder

There was once a littel girl
She was mocked and she was cryed everyday
She took C's and she was sad
And her parents were disapointed

There was once a little girl
She never smiled and she was blullied everyday
She took D's and she was miserabel
And her parents barrely spook to her.

There was once a little girl
And now there is noone

Reality

There is allways that moment in life, when you cann't take it anymore, the stars, the comments, the feelings,... "She's ugly" " Dumb" "You're sutch an useless bitch!" these stuff, these are the stuff that makes you sadder evry day, mostly because after a wille, you finnally figure out, that it's true. And after that, you see evrythig, how peopel ignore you, how you're friendless, how peopel never notice how you feel or... anything really! In that moment everything becames real, in that moment you became an adult, your fantisys are over, evrything you see is real, EVRY SINGEL PIECE!! And reallity hurts, even when your heart is as cold as ice as mine, it still fucking hurts, because you have spent your hoe life telling yoursef that it's not true, when evryone says the opposite, and you know you can'n't lie to yourself anymore, because evrything turns REAL!