Reality

There is allways that moment in life, when you cann't take it anymore, the stars, the comments, the feelings,... "She's ugly" " Dumb" "You're sutch an useless bitch!" these stuff, these are the stuff that makes you sadder evry day, mostly because after a wille, you finnally figure out, that it's true. And after that, you see evrythig, how peopel ignore you, how you're friendless, how peopel never notice how you feel or... anything really! In that moment everything becames real, in that moment you became an adult, your fantisys are over, evrything you see is real, EVRY SINGEL PIECE!! And reallity hurts, even when your heart is as cold as ice as mine, it still fucking hurts, because you have spent your hoe life telling yoursef that it's not true, when evryone says the opposite, and you know you can'n't lie to yourself anymore, because evrything turns REAL!